I truly miss the summer. I checked my xanga religiously. It's not the same anymore. Kailee and I are totally different. We are still best friends, but the fights have been more constant. Granted, right now we are perfectly fine, but still. Myspace has taken over. I now check that religiously. But finally, some warm weather today. Makes me happy. Reminds me of what once was. Life was perfect over the summer. I've gained back all the weight I worked so hard over the summer to get off. I've lost my golden tan. [[tanning beds arent the same]] My freckles are pretty much all gone, I'm ok with that tho. lmao. Kailee is in love. Thats probably the only good thing thats changed. I'm pretty much more than sure its true this time. Bonn makes her different. But in a good way. I am not, however. I'm just w/e. I like someone, but I'm also pretty sure that its not meant to be. Oh well. I'm just waiting. For the right guy to come along and find me. =] Life is good. But I can't wait for the summer. love. <3 | 
